So this is what I posted later:
Sorting through these monstrosities: 311 poems printed out, plus first original mss which is around 50 pages, and unknown amount of filled legal pads I still have to type out. There's overlap with the 39 poems in my mss, so around 400 poems or so to agonize over?
Self-imposed due date to get a collection together: 10-1-2014 (135 days)
Level of self-inflicted harm I want to do to myself for doing this: plucking out all my hair one strand at a time.